A Lifelong Walk to the Same Exact Spot

I’ve been called a ‘failure’, a ‘loser’, and ‘such wasted potential’ my whole life.

As of this date, there is a warrant for my arrest.  My license is suspended.  I’m facing eviction for the third time in a year.  I have no car.  I have no job, no income.  I am a single father with three children, two at home.  I’ve been married twice, with my second wife walking out me for someone else half a year ago.  I still miss her, even though I can really understand for the life of me why.  She treated me like total shit.  I’ve been unemployed for more than a year.

As of this date, it looks plenty bleak.  I’ve taken a lot of losses in 2017.  It looks like this is the end, but this is just the beginning.  I’m not a loser.  Queue my comeback music right here, you damn tricks!

 

I’ve been called a ‘failure’, a ‘loser’, and ‘such wasted potential’ my whole life.  But I always knew that I was much more, so much more.  I guess I slack because I want to keep the best of me away from those who I subconsciously feel do not deserve it.